I GIVE UP

There I am
I see myself
I see you
I give my heart to you
you crush it with one word
If only you knew
that I work my butt off for you
just to be denied every time
I try again and again
I yell at myself get over her
you don’t deserve her
WHY?
I wish that I never knew you
so I would never have to feel
this torment, this pain won’t go away
you could brighten my day
your sunlight in my darkened life
even when you just look my way
but you never help me
you don’t know what you could have
there never was a we
and never will be
I give up!!!!!
if I can’t have you then why try
your so set on that one boy to ever
take a glance at what you have
right in front of you
you’ll never see
me again so remember what I did
for you and how I lived for you

I wake up but did I really wake up
no it’s all true I just want to sleep
never to wake up
good night
sweet angel save me
bring me someone who cares
who thinks I am the one boy
that she can’t get over
because I give up