Watch me as I slowly fall apart.
I've built this mighty life around me, but without you here to support me, it all crumbles down.
You were what I wanted all along.
Your absence makes the life I lead seem worthless.
These empty accomplishments match my empty heart.
What use is any of it if you aren't here to share it with?
I'd rather be with you than anywhere else...ever.
My loving you will never stop.
And that is my biggest fear and my greatest pride.
I'm reaching out right now and pretending that I'm holding you.
I wish I could be there to experience everything with you. Hug you when you need it. Kiss you when you need it. Love you like only I love you, D.
Why so much sadness when our story ended so long ago?
Maybe this ending says there will be no end to my loving you like I do.
