The blood I shed
The tears I cry
Sometimes I just wonder why
Why am I alive
Whats keeping me here
Dying is something I do not fear
So why cant I just grasp the knife
Cut out my throat and end my life
Or drive it deep into my chest
Stop the pain and be put to rest
But then I think and realise why
I know why I just cannot die
I made a promise to someone i like
I told her I would never take my own life
And just for her Im here to stay
And I swear I will never go away
I love her too much to break her heart
And nothing will ever tear us apart
I love her too much for words to tell
And i will love you forever Joelle
