I stand before you.
Offering you my whole world. My life.
And yet you see not the pain I feel.
The pain I feel when you turn away.
The wave of rejection hits me hard,
Stinging like a slap across the face.
The kind that knocks you off your feet,
Leaving you shuddering on the ground.
Tremble. Tremble and fight the tears.
I lay before you.
Holding back the tears that well.
Blurry vision, question-filled mind.
All of this is nothing new.
I’ve been down this road before.
I’ve walked along these lonely streets.
Reality suddenly seems so clear.
Being alone becomes too much to bear.
I succumb to the emotions inside.
I cry before you.
Tears fall from my eyes.
Sting. Sting and feel the pain.
But of course you do not see.
I am dead to you- I always will be.
So take this life away. Take back everything.
Watch the blood pour from my veins.
Watch as it hits the floor.
Watch...
I die before you.
