Deep down
i see what yet i have not found
the strength to push you away
to live each and every passing day
without the remberance of those evil nights
the thoughts and visions of your face
your features
the eyes that burned red with fiery
and sensing that the time was to come
when i would no longer exist
its the hate and the haunting that keep me here
that keep me sane
but to you i have no feelings no compassion
your not my father
the abuse and pain
gave me hate
your face and torture brought upon the haunting