Sometimes happy, somtimes sad
I'm trying not to be angry or mad
I have to admitt i was sitting in the dark
I'd lost all hope
The truth is I might have let go
With nothing to live for
nothing left
Tried to think positively
but the worlds hate was all I felt
Thinking of the past, how happy i was
looking forward to the future
If only i had known
nothing is ever what it seems
If only i had known life would be this hard
I was so alone, so in hate
You came out of nowhere
Like an angel sent from above
Your smile so perfect, couldn't help but fall in love
They tell me not to be with you
They try to keep us separated
It was like this from the start,
But i love you with all my heart
Nothing they can say, Nothing they can do,
It won't stop me feeling this way about you
I don't think they know i was about to let go,
they should be thanking you
That's if they really care or if they ever did,
You gave me hope, something to live for
A reason to stay here
I know I will feel this pain forever
It's not that easy to let go of the past
especially when there are reminders,
they're everywhere
Looking at my wrist i wonder why, was the pain I was feeling really that bad
I have to live with the regret forever.
I hope your happy, hope you really love me
would it scare you?
scare you to know that everyday of pain,
everyday of torture I go through is all for you?
I wonder would you still love me the way you do now
if I told you my life could be in your hands?
I don't want to scare you so I'll keep it to myself
but one day if you find me with blood smeared across my wrists
I want you to know you were my only hope
It's not your fault I'm dead
It's because I had nothing left
No reason to go on
My Love don't blame yourself
Your the one that made me smile
the one who kept me sane
So when I say I love you more than life I guess you can take it literally
I want to be remembered as the girl you made feel like there was something more
Because when I found you, I found a purpose
