Lie there waiting
anticipating
for someone
anyone
to save me
to help me see
how things are broken down
and are able to drown
to help me see
how he really is
why does it have to be like this
i longed for his kiss
but i see how he is
broken down
and able to drown
to drown in his lies and what he denies
so i still lie here waiting
but no longer anticpating