One week ago today I found out the truth,
The truth that saved my life,
You told me that you loved me,
I didn't tell you how I felt,
I didn't act like i cared,
but deep down inside me,
my heart was smiling,
smiling for the first time in weeks,
maybe even months,
finally something good was happening in my life,
there was sun instead of rain,
light instead of dark,
Yet I still didn't know how to tell you,
how to tell you that I loved you and that I had done so for months
but my friends,
They didn't want us to be together,
but I couldn't fight these feelings,
and one night you were joking round with me,
Trying to guess who I liked,
He didn't have a clue,
Tried to make it obvious,
but I didn't want to say it,
In the end I did,
I had too, I couldn't go on lying anymore
Two days later you asked me to be your girl,
I said yes but how to tell my friends,
they didn't want us to be,
I only told a few but soon they all knew,
They didn't care as much as i thought,
now all I do when I'm down is think of you and everything seems worthwhile,
I long to feel your arms around me
I long to feel your soft tender lips unpon mine
I long for your touch,
I long for you.
**this is not a very good poem but I hope you like it!! It's dedicated to my boyfriend Sam, he gave me something to live for!!**