Trapped

I sat in my room
Bars all around
Felt like a prison
Sat on the cold damp ground

Thoughts of you penetrated my mind
Thoughts of how my life was filled with so much pain
How i could be so vain
Cast in the shadows where i wish i could have stayed
Living my life without a name

Times i felt like i was trapped
Among the tile once white
Now a cold dirty brown
Times i wished you were never around
How i wished i could only be loved
How i wished this without a sound

Times i felt trapped among the walls so sterile
Yet came to love them
For they kept many of my secrets
Many of my tears
Many of my unknown fears

These walls trap me
These walls are my friends
They will be with me til the cold bitter end