15 Questions for the Lord

I decided to make my list,
my list of questions to the Lord
because i know the power is His,
not because I'm bored.
1. how come the ones i love the most hurt me more?
2. why is it that my heart is battered and tore?
3. why do i cry myself to sleep each night?
4.how come i am overwhelmed with struggles to fight?
5.why do i feel i shall not live?
6.why do people take all i got to give?
7.how come i only have 4 friends?
8.how come i cant smile or even fake a grin?
9.how come i wasn't blessed with good assets?
10. how come everyone hates me and will confess?
11.how come i am not accepted by my peers?
12.why shall i be held in fear?
13.how come you allow others to be abused and hit?
14. how come mommies and daddies abandon their kids?
15. how come i am feeling the way that i do?
please Lord, i am counting on you.

Jesus looked at me and said
"it 's because you are allowing others to control the thoughts in your head, when you really know what to do! it's because you need to put faith in yourself and not worry about everyone else. so dry up those tears, when all else fails, i will always be here."