You made me excited,
The first time I saw you.
Then I found out something,
Something I couldn't believe.
You were a Christian,
Just like me.
I wanted to get to know you.
But something told me,
I wanted more than that.
I guess I wanted to be your friend.
Until the very end.
This feeling told me,
That not only did I want to be your friend,
But I wanted to be your girlfriend as well.
I couldn't tell you that I was in love with you.
So instead, I told my very best friend.
Who knew of you well.
I knew eventually you would find out.
Because my very best friend,
Was your best friend as well.
when you found out,
it seemed like you didn't care,
Or maybe it was because,
I didn't care,
If you found out.
After that, my love for you grew distant,
And I missed you dearly.
In fact, I missed you so much,
I became teary.
Because I missed you,
I began to fall out of love with you.
Later on,
We were still friends,
Just like you said.
From time to time, we fought.
But eventually, it got better.
Just the other day,
We were laughing, talking, and joking together.
Before, I would have spent my time thinking of you.
Thinking that I was falling back in love with you.
But then, I was a stupid little girl.
Who thought she knew what love was.
Thinking all I wanted to say was
I love you.
No matter what,
I'd still feel the same way.
Now, I realize I was dumb and immature.
You weren't my first love.
For I don't love boys,
Who despise my opinion.
You were just a crush.
So, get that through your head.
And stop using it against me.
Before you are dead to me.
*I re-edited this because I'm somewhat mad at the guy I wrote this about. I've known him for about seven years and he picked some chick's word over mine. Friends don't do that.*
