You were never there

I've grown up all this time without you in my life,
You were never around never here,
You stabbed my frail heart with the sharpest knife,
Wondering why your like this will never be clear..

I hated 2 hear my friends talk about their dads,
But i kept inside my feelings,
Not telling anyone about who i never had,
Hoping one day my heart would start healing...

Every Christmas,every birthday, every holiday,
I would sit and wait by the phone,
Wishing you would remember me and call me one of these days,
But u never came through, and so I'm still half alone...

Its your fault I am living with half of a soul,
You never cared about me,
So I'm never going to become whole,
I just want you to realize I'm here so i can be free...

But u never realized, you couldn't bother,
To care about me, or be my father,
I would of even settled for a friend,
But i know it will never happen, You'll never realize what u left out,
But i guess thats what life is all about....

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