As you hold me i think I'm dieing slowly for there is a pain inside my chest i think us breaking up would be best the other night i got a clue i wasn't your only now your acting like a phony when i left you said I'm sorry and i looked you in the eye and saw a tear you turned and closed the door and later that night i got a phone call saying you commited suicide and left a note that said: "the reason i did this was a reason i don't know i thought it would be best so i would die alone but now that i shot myself i guess it's too late to say i love you and i hope you have a good life and see you another time" there was nothing else no clue to what caused you to do this so once again i cut myself until i found the answer and it was because i found out the truth you were scared i would leave but now you did so I'm gonna stay for one more day to see if live gets better..
