Blood mixed with tears..

It was the greatest night,
not a care in the world.
Drinking and laughing,
what a naive little girl.

He took me by the hand,
and gave me a smile.
Said it was great to see me,
we hadn't talked in awhile.

I stumbled about,
as he pulled me from the crowd.
'please won't you kiss me?'
He whispered aloud.

I pushed him away,
thats all I can remember.
Alot of me changed,
that night in December.

I woke up this morning,
with tears in my eyes.
A pillow all wet,
from a night full of cries

Tired and weary,
I sat up alone.
I turned on some music,
and switched off my phone.

Been living in pain,
for almost five years.
I took a knife to my wrist,
and watched the blood mix with tears.