I still love you

"I think we should break up" thats all you said
Have you any idea how that aches
How my heart is breaking a bit more each day
I knew love wasn't true, just one huge fake

I told you i would never survive without you
That I'd kill myself if you left
Did you not believe me
Or are you freaking deaf?

You said you wouldn't make me cry
That you'd stay and help me through
Look what pain you've caused me now
Well you know what, stuff you to.

I couldn't believe you said you didn't care
That i was just not the same
It's playing with my head right now
Why the heck do i bare the blame

Please don't pretend you still love me
Or that you ever did care
I can only hope that time will heal these wounds
Cause all this pain i just can't bare

I'm sorry if i wasn't good enough
I'm sorry if i was a pathetic girlfriend
I just can't help but cry these tears
why did our relationship have to end

You say it was all my fault
that i didn't talk to you all the time
You said it was over 2 months ago
but its OK, you just expected i was fine

Have fun loving another
which I'm sure you will
I'll die quietly
and try to forget i love you still

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This isnt such a good poem, but my bf of so long just gave me the 'flick'...i don't really know how to feel, all i know is that it hurts something cronic.