I hate you!
You left me alone cant you see?
You were all i had,
the only grandpa i knew and you still left me
I cant forgive you,
Why should i?
You gave up on me remember?
yeah why should i?
You were normal,
we took you to get a check up,
they said you were fine
what happened? You're just a quitter, and i waste of my time.
and then we get a call,
Where did my best friend go?
You expect me to live alone?
oh you sound so shallow
But its your fault you died,
it isn't your heart's
your fault your dead
and now i have to pick up the broken pieces of my own heart.
I love you grandpa,
Please don't quit loving me
It's not you fault grandpa
i understand, now i see
your the best grandpa anyone could ever have
but i thought you'd be here when i turned 12
Grandpa I'm really not mad at you
I'm mad at myself
*i wrote this when i found a picture of my grandpa. he was my best friend, everyone's best friend, and then he died and i didn't even get to say goodbye...*
