Forever Gone

It was in the sky
when dark clouds came
and the moon and stars didn't shine for me.

It was the missing notes
and forgotten calls
that made me realize
I lost it all.

It was that little message
for millions to see
but never
never
had that message been for me.

It was after the nights
when day after day
I lied in my empty bed
remembering all those times I pushed too far.

I was in those months I was left
wandering the halls
in a cloud of fantasy
saying "It's all not real"
"It's just a dream"

It was that last moment
when I finally cried a river of endless tears
that still does bleed from my heart
I admitted
accepted
you're forever gone.