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I put on a show
for everyone to see
even for you
i cant act like the real me
i cant tell you
why i cry
to many problems
maybe its because I'm just to shy
i feel like I'm not moving
but everyone keeps on going
they leave me here
with out me knowing
sometimes i feel like
you want me here
other time i feel like
they're glad I'm not so near
i look down at my arm
and the scars that will always be there
and i just want to tell you they were for you
because thats when you forgot to care
i give you my heart
and you rip it apart
cant believe
i put my heart on my sleeve
all these times you said you loved me
but then you realize you would rather not be
you don't understand how you've crushed me
just with you were here
so you could see
all the trouble thats are consuming me