Why is it that I'm always losing friends?
What did I do to deserve this?
One day we are all happy and having fun,
The next I find out that was our last kiss.
I just don't understand,
How people so close to you,
Can be your best friend,
Then do what others do.
They always say
They'd never do that,
It's just not like them,
To be such a brat.
But in the end,
Everyone always does.
They go back on their word,
And I'm left standing stunned,
I'm always here for everyone one,
And most people know that.
But it doesn't mean that you have to take me for granted,
And stab me in the back.
I wonder if people take me as a joke,
"Go to her, she can help everything,
She can solve any problem,
And she's so unsuspecting."
"Just be her friend
She won't know
She trusts everyone."
That's probably how it goes.
I just continue to sit here,
And act like I know nothing.
I just fiddle my fingers,
And play with my rings.
At least I know there's one person,
Who wouldn't do this to me,
He couldn't even think about it,
And I know he and I will always be.