My All

Eyes red from crying
make-up running down my face
it hurts so bad i feel like dying
i want to get out of this place

with my hair a mess
all i talk about between breaths is him
I'm tired and restless
but you help me find strength within

i never smile
I'm always cynical and depressed
somehow you help me forget for a while
why I'm constantly stressed

you have the way
that certain power
you know exactly what to say
to make me feel better for at least an hour

now the one who holds my heart
is not he who makes me cry
i feel so lonely when we're apart
sometimes i ponder on why

is it love or not
should i give you my all
it's the only thing I've got
i just don't want to be the only one to fall