I want to call you but I'm afraid
I won't be able to reach you. My heart is breaking, I wish I could get rid of this aching but that's not the pain I'm trying to keep hidden. It's knowing it won't be you who's wiping my tears when I'm crying each night. Why, did you choose and disown me? I feel so lonely! Didn't you realized it won't just be you who feels empty inside? There's so many things want to tell you even show you when you cross my mind. I want to look into your eyes and see if you ever loved me? And everything that everybody told me was all just one big fat lie! Please, I don't want to wait till I die!
