The Way it Should Be

You told me it meant something,
Something so true.
So I said it back,
What else was there to do?
We said it every time we said goodbye,
I was filling your head with foolish lies.
With me you said you felt comfortable.
I wasn’t very relaxed,
Yet I was hopeful.
You told me everything there was to tell,
There are so many secrets hidden within my shell.

Then it happened and we stopped talking.
I thought it was gonna be great,
I knew it was our fate.
But then it turned horrid,
I started thinking of you, I became so morbid.
I figured you moved on,
So I fell apart, I came undone.
I didn’t think it was true,
So I denied my love for you.
I came to see you on that brisk day,
You looked at me with confusion and dismay.
I watched you walk away from me,
Then I knew we couldn’t be.

I was mistaken, and then we talked.
My love for you, you proceeded to mock.
I was talking to you the other night.
Something felt wrong, it just wasn’t right.

I asked you “how you felt “
You said “these are the cards we were dealt”
You said “I like you so much more.”
So. . . I asked “what’s the tension for?”
You said “were not in love”, just simply put it out.
I don’t understand why these feeling, you continue to doubt.
There are so many complications, with your hurtful infatuation.
You say its “real” whatever you feel.

Are you taking me for granted?
Am I gonna be utterly effected.
It’s over between us
Screw your love and my trust
This love you state you feel,
I knew it was too good to be real.
There are so many things we can’t achieve.
In US I won’t believe
We were broken once before.
It’s time we lock the door
Because you’re not in love with me and this is the way it should be.

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