As i hear your voice for the first time in months. I cry joyful tears. but then i hear u say we shouldn't talk again,then telling me you have a new love.
At that moment,my heart stops and it feels like you just took a knife and pushed it right threw my heart and ripped my heart out and stepping all over it,me hating you at that moment,feeling like that pain will never go away.
I hate that pain,its one of the worst feelings in the world. for your first love to be truly over. even though you don't want it to be,u don't have a choice when the other person moves on,and you cant but one day you will be able to.
Its to soon for that,how could u get over me that fast?
I really had thought we were in love,i no we were for that whole year. We didn't want to let each other go but we new we had to because of our fighting.
Now i want u back so bad,i would do anything. I know u would never believe me but its so true,i don't think i can ever love anyone like that ever again,no matter how hard i try.
Now as the times goes by i burn your memories,even though i don't want to,its the only way to get you out of my mind,but no matter how hard i try...your face is still there. And all our loving memories.
I want to move on so bad but its to hard...it would be so much easier if u just came back to me...but i no it will never happen,just sum wishful thinking.
But one day i will be over you...One Day...
*i no its not the best....but i just was trying to get out m feelings. so please rate & comment,thanks!!!*
