Desires of a dark heart

Sometimes I wish I was blind
So I wouldn't see people suffering
Or crying because they're alone and scared
Sometimes I wish I was deaf
So I wouldn't hear the screams
Of frustration and anger
In the darkness of my room
Sometimes I wish I was stupid
So I wouldn't know how it feels
To be hurt and abandoned
Or lost like a child in the rain
But mostly I wish I was dead
So I won't be here to witness
The pain any longer
Well time to make wishes come true
Goodbye