My Love Story

The urge is overtaking me, hard to gain control
Like a pit bull on a leash begging to be let go
I know that sounds extreme, maybe even a little rash
But until you’ve lived my life you don’t even know the half
My heart misses her more and more, it gets worse by the day
The one who walked out on me and took my life away
I know I should be mad, anger would be understandable
But to forget about her is more than a man can handle
I think about her all the time, her face it haunts my dreams
Constantly plagued by the memories of a love struck you and me
O the passion we shared, somewhat indescribable
We shared a bond between us that was more than undeniable
I want to call you every day, beg you back into my life
It’s all that I’ve been wanting since you said goodbye that night
We tried to be just friends, knowing that would never work
I was rude to you on the phone and probably sounded like a jerk
I couldn’t help it, my emotions seemed to get the best of me
For I was so in love with you and I thought you were my destiny
I could have loved you forever, forever till the end of time
If you would have just come back and said you were still mine
Farther away we drifted, even though my heart stayed the same
Sulking itself to sleep at night whilst crying out your name
Trying to ignore your calls, thinking maybe that would help
But the 4 months we spent apart didn’t change the way I felt
Wanted to throw away your picture, no way I could follow through
No matter what I do my heart won’t stop loving you
Living day by day, pretending everything is just fine
I still keep the memories of you hidden in the back of my mind
You called me the other day, just to say what’s up
We talked about your little girl, the weather, and other random stuff
It felt like old times again, reminiscing about the past
I think I even shed a smile as you tried to make me laugh
What was going on, had she changed her mind somehow
She wanted nothing to do with me for 4 months so why the change now
She said she wanted to see me, and asked me if she could
Then I opened up my door and in front of me she stood
Just like I remembered her, as beautiful as ever before
I had dreamed about this day for months and now she was at my door
The words never seemed to come, speechless to say the least
Sensations overtaking my body and my knees had become week
She said we needed to talk, as she hugged me around my neck
I could feel her heart beating faster as we stood chest to chest
I could tell that she had missed me, I saw the water in her eyes
Emotions overtaking me as I did my best not to cry
I wiped the tear from her cheek, and told her everything is ok
Trying to act calmly even though I had been waiting for this day
I thought this day would never come, it seemed just like a dream
The unthinkable was happening, way too much to believe
We sat there and talked a while, as the hours seemed to pass
Conversations about our lives trying to make every second last
That was the night we decided, to give us one more try
We both had been so lonesome since we said our goodbyes
We are back together now, and have been for a while
And as I sit and write this now, I just can’t help but smile
I am the happiest I have ever been, since she has returned to my life
My crazy upside down world has now set itself upright
I know this doesn’t mean a lot to you, but I want you to understand
I kept my faith through it all and it worked out just like I had planned