Surrender To Depression..

Light shinning through
surrounded by shadows,
Fight depression,
Never winning battles.

Always losing,
In the end,
Just surrender,
Before I begin.

Winning battle,
Gaining ground,
The sides turn,
And I feel bound.

What will it take,
To be set free,
Get rid of this depression,
That lives in me.

My brain tells me to leave,
My heart tells me to stay,
Live my life in pain,
Live my life this way.

Not really living,
But dead inside,
So to this knife,
I do confide....

Erg... bad poem....