SXe

I am who I am.
No fake eyes, no fake surgeries.
You can see who I am in my eyes,
The windows to my soul.
Are you one of the few who know me?
If you are, then I’m sorry.
I am thinking…
About a life that once was.
I am hoping…
That I am still loved.
I am wondering…
Where I will be in five years.
Maybe this will change my path:
The X’s on my hands-
Start a new chapter.
I have found a belief…
One that might last.
sXe
There are three rules to my new found redemption:
Number one:
Stay away from drugs-
(even though I no longer believe in them-I will still love you all)
Number two:
Stay away from alcohol-
(It brings out the worst in people-once again-I will still love you all)
Number three:
No casual sex-
(I now know that sex is more pleasurable with someone you love)
I am now thinking…
About a life that might be.
I am hoping…
That this will help me.
I am wondering…
Will I be accepted?