If Only

If only If only

I'm wasting away

Wishing that you will come and steal this pain.

I know I may sound a little vain.

But it's really hard to accept the shame.

If only If only

You loved me too

I would hold and cherish you

I would do whatever you wanted me to

Because I would always be there for you

If only If only

My dreams came true

Then you’ll think of me like you think of her

And all my depressed moment about it would disappear.

I wouldn’t have to hide it anymore

Since I’ve done it so much before

If only If only

You’d really see

How much you mean to me

And see how hard it is for me to see

Every thing that you don’t write about me.

If only If only

I could change

Then maybe things could rearrange

I would perfect to you, just like her

Maybe then you’d confer

If only If only

What everyone says was true

Then I wouldn’t have to write this

Cause I’d be with you

But they all lie

I know that for a fact

Because I know, that you’ll never love me back

If only If only

The madness would end

Then I would never have to cry again

Forever and ever this will go on

Until I decide that I can no longer be strong