Given up

I don't wanna go to sleep
I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't want to pretend that everything is all right,
Cause the truth is...
This is one of the darkest nights
Even now all i can do is weep,
Everyone is looking at me surprised...
But why?..
I did nothing,
Yet they're all accusing,
And looking at me like I'm a thing,
When I'm a human being,
Maby there right,
Maby I'm nothing.....