I never know what is going on
And by the time I realize, time has passed and is gone
I’m lost in my won world on a piece of land
With no one there to hold my hand
I only cry alone at night
Trying to hold onto with all my might
I don’t know if I want to live
Because I no longer have much to give
I wonder to myself on why I am here
And why I cry tear after tear
I want to know why he kicked me out
Was it to watch me cry and pout
I don’t understand why nobody cares
And why nobody will answer my prayers
I have gone through so much stuff
And now life is getting to tough
I find it hard to continue
With everything that I do
Try to hide my feelings behind all the hugs
But maybe I should just turn to drugs
I know that’s not the right thing
So instead I cry and let my eyes continue to sting
