We're Dead

Why am I so surprised?
Is it even pure shock,
Or just realization?
This feeling is so,
Unnerving.
As I see the blood falling,
I become numb.
I become numb, and things forgotten.
My broken heart still loves you…
Unwillingly.
Has it finally died,
Or was it already buried?
If I never fall in love again,
It will be too soon.
I gave you all I could,
And I’m now left with pieces,
From my heart that you broke.
Each time I see you,
I relive everything between us:
Hope
Happiness
Trust
Love
Suspicion
Betrayal
Forgiveness
Joy
Temptation
Loss
Hope
Hurt.
The emotions play over and over,
Never ending.
You’ll be happy to know:
I’m trying my hardest
To forget my love for you,
As you naturally have for me.