Constantly

Everythings going okay for now
But I still have very much doubt
I still wish I could gt out
Away, from this nightmare thats haunting me
Constantly on my mind
Peace, something Itll never let me find
Never ending torture, excruciating pain
Always filled with shame
Scared to say my name
for fear of whatll come next
Lies are all I hear
I just want it to end
The only good thing I have at all
is my best friend
who, to me, is 10ft tall
She never lets me fall
If I start, she pulls me up, back to my feet
Constantly helping me
I love her with all my heart
Shes what keeps me from falling apart
With her, everythings goin ok for now

-!-To my best friend, Heather. I love you girl.