All I do is ruin it for everyone
The guilt lets me have no fun
I\'m always messen up..
The other day, I took a piece from a broken cup
I thought it\'d help take away the pain
Tired of all the shit that comes along with even just mentioning my name
Getten yelled at, for doing the stupidest things
Depression to everyone is all I bring
Don\'t you ever just wish... you could grow wings?
So you could fly away
Everytime you have a bad day
If that were the case
You would never see my face,
I\'d always be gone
Depression is always with me
Sometimes, it\'s easy to see
Sometimes, I hide it from everyone
Just so they think the depression is done
They have enough of their own sh** to deal with all the time
I don\'t want to burden them with mine
Considering all I can do is f**k up
Why don\'t I just leave you all
You shall no longer have to watch me crawl
I wish to leave this place
I lost the race
Between life and me
I was finally able to see
That, none of this is the thing for me
Death.. that\'s what I need
So, time to make myself bleed
I\'m taken care of the deed
So, none of you will have to
I know you\'ll all be glad I\'m through
Because, all I do is ruin everything for all of you
**I wrote this as I went along so it\'s proabbly not all that good. One of my \"friends\" was pissing me off though so .. I felt like writing.
