Through the tears and the pain
she stays strong through it all
all alone is how she lives
cannot feel her heart beating
she stands up tall
everyones so far away
they are all out of her reach
no one to run to
for the help that she needs
no one knows
what shes going through
she always smiles
and acts fine around you
but when she gets home
shes all by herself
thinks no one loves her
and grabs the gun off her shelf
she says a prayer
and asks god why
why she should live
and not end it all
she puts the gun to her head
tears roll down her face
and she says
"god im sorry but it has to be done
i cant take this pain anymore
i thought thats life
was supposed to be fun
just one more thing before i see u
tell my friends goodbye"
she takes a deep breath
and pulls the trigger
her neighbor hears the shot
and runs over to see
her opens the door to her bedroom
and reads the letter beside her body
addressed to "me".
he calls everyone to tell them the aweful news
she had a life
to keep it was for her to choose
shes in a better place
and not hurting anymore
god is with her and helping her
shes up in the clouds
and that i know for sure
