Drying my eyes...

I can't replace your face
I can't erase our memories
I want him
but even more
I still want you.
When you keep hurting me...
I still don't know
what to do.

I try to get by,
but every night I still end up
drying my eyes.
I wonder what went wrong,
why it had to end... and
why I can't move on.
I try so hard
but it hurts me more
trying to be your friend.

I try and keep It inside,
but at night I cry...
I shout out "Oh God why?"
but he never answers
The tears keep falling
I keep calling
You don't know though...
I need you still...
Unfortunately for me,
deep in my heart
I always will.

Do you see the pain in my eyes?
I know you do.
Don't try and look away...
don't try and hide...
I know you can't say the words I need to hear...
so what should I do?
I feel as though I'm dead to you.