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by Hailey Nov 5, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Its Just Like Your Dead Cause Your Not Here Anymore We Yelled And We Screamed And You Walked Out That Door But Of Course Your Not Dead Your Probably In Your Room Too Writing Poems And Letters But Knowing You'll Get Through I Didn't Beg You To Stay Well I Didn't At The Time I Knew I Had Lost You But I Thought Id Be Fine But Then Came That Night That My Soul Went Away I Was Still Left Missing You each And Every Bloody Day I Was Mourning For My Soul Which He Claimed On His Own I Had No Where To Belong I Was Lost Without A Home And Yet A Year Has Passed And Your Still On My Mind Three Hundred And Sixty Five Days Later And I'm Not Doing Fine I Know I'm Not Supposed To Be Miss You I Was Supposed To Let Go I'm Not Allowed To Still Love You Or At least Let It Show I'm Supposed To Love My Boyfriend The One Right Beside Me Now I Watch Him Sleeping And Dreaming But Loving Him..I Do Some How i Feel Safe And Comfort When Hes Always Around But Is That Love The Answer Ive Not Found But Every time I Think Of You I Know Thats Love For Sure Its Deep And Its Real Its Strong And Its Pure I Feel Like I'm Acting This Life That I Live I Cry And I Hate Myself Yet I Just wont Forgive I Remember Those Nights We'd Lay So quite Side By Side You Hugged Me So Close In Your Arms I Would Hide I remember Those Days We'd Sit On The Sand Felt Like Forever We'd Sit I Was Sure We'd Never Stand I Remember Those Phone Calls That Lasted Hours And Hours On End We Never Felt Like Hanging Up Until The Sunrise Would Descend But Now I Remember Writing So Many Poems About You Praying And Knowing Every Day Their The Only Things To Help Me Through I Know A Year Has Gone Bye Ive Not Noticed It At All My Life Already End The Day You Didn't Call I Think I Stopped Breathing The Day We Had To Part I Think The Blood Stopped Pumping Around Through My Heart And As I Go Into Another Year Which i Cant Wish Or Change It Doesn't Feel Right Without You Actually,It Feels Rather Strange But I Know I Got To Do It Because I Cant Miss Or Love You Too Yet The Truth Will Always Remain My Life Started And Ended With You... PLz Vote And Comment