Not even a goodbye

Why did you have to go
i loved you so much
you were only here for a short period of time when i was alive
i was just a kid
i didn't know what was happening
you went there...but why
as i wanted to speak i saw tears running from my mothers face
i finally figured out where she was...
i didn't want to believe it....
i wanted to hide
all i could do was cry
i didn't know you as much as i wanted to
but now you're gone but one day i will see you
though you aren't here right now i know you are watching over me
I'm sorry it had to happen
I'm sorry you had to go
i still wish you were here
watching me grow