I will pull through

Why do I love you, why do I care
Why am I still wishing that you were there
Why do I suffer, through night and day
To only find out that you don’t love me, the hard way
Why am I fighting you and getting hurt for it
Why can’t I just say no more and make myself forfeit
Why did I promise to stay with you the rest of my life
Why couldn’t I just have looked at this twice
Why am I shedding so much of my love
You don’t even love me as much as you say
You don’t even bother calling and making my day
Why have I trusted you all of these years
When you just go around and lie to my face
Why have I blamed myself for ruining this place
When all this time its you that has done it
You that has made my life evil and mean
You that has made everything suffocating and lean
I try to let go but you always put up a fight
And never let me out of this place and say that I’m right
But just for your information I have always been right
You are wrong about everything especially your love towards me
You don’t show anything, not even a tear
You don’t even hug me or hold me near
Your heart is bitter and cold
And you are brutal to others I’m told
I don’t want anything to do with you anymore
I am going to escape and hold you no more
I’m through with your lying and your words
I’m through with your cruelness and heartache
I am not going to suffer any longer
I will break through and pull myself up and get stronger
You no more shall bring me down
I will fight till I break from your curse and your lie
Even if it takes me to the day I die

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