My Untilted

Confused and alone there is nothing here for me anymore. No one to love no one to love me. Never here, never there they are mad when I show up. Just leave me alone and let me breathe. Drama queen prom princess nothing is as it seems to be. Yellow hair nothing up there. They look past my teary eyes. Everything I say is an impulse everything I do a dream. They look at me and think I'm so mean. I wouldn't hurt them. I couldn't hurt them. They are the ones killing me. They think they understand. They think they know who I am. Nothing. Nothing they know is true. Nothing they know is real. Purposely punk its what they think of me. Everything they say is killing me. Everything they do is killing me. Everything they would see if they would just look at me.