The Feeling

I just watch you as you walked away,
i couldn't speak
it seemed i had nothing left 2 say

now i understand it's easy 4 you,
Easy 2 lie, 2 watch me cry
and all this time i wish i could have died!!

But you left and i know i'll accept it
but it's not fair and
i do still care but i need 2 be happy without you becoz i've lost my OWN identity

i need 2 find it again so i can get rid of this feeling and be my own best friend!

*this is my 1st poems ever so be gentle:)*