How does it feel when the light,
At the end of the tunnel goes out?
How does it feel when your guardian angel,
Just abandons you?
How does it feel being lost?
And knowing someone out there,
Can find you if they want?
Hopeless.
How does it feel knowing your friends,
Can help they just can’t be bothered?
How does it feel finding someone to love,
And they stop loving you?
It feels like you’ve been kicked in the gut,
Stabbed in the back,
And been slapped across the face.
What else would it feel like?
When the light goes out,
Wind gives up on that warm breeze,
Food hates you so much it chokes you,
And nothings going right.
You think you have friends,
Till you ask for help,
You think they listen,
But mine don’t
I’ve spelled the pain,
Screamed at their faces,
Yet they forget,
I exist.
I’m a pest to them,
Some useless bit of s***,
Not worth time,
They hate me.
How does if feel to be completely alone?
How does it feel to be unwanted?
How does if feel to need help,
But not given any because no one can’t be bothered with it?