When i look into my mirror
i see horrifying things
an image i don't want to look at
a person who eats too many onion rings
this cannot be me
do i really look this way
i check my weight at night
and at the beginning of each day
as the needle moves somewhere between 90 and 95
whether I'm losing or gaining
i still set food from my diet
to lose the fat still remaining
on my stomach
on my hips
i can't help think
that soon my pants will rip
something is wrong
nothing about this is right
maybe it's just my mirror
that doesn't see me right
its like a fun house mirror
its defected
why did i have to get it
why have i been so effected
thinking to myself
I'm crazy
my mirror is fine
this is the way i look to me
and the world
ugly and fat
by eating nothing
is how i deal with that
