Bloodflow horror

Drowning deep in my own blood, feeling my pain, seeing the blade deep into my skin, watching my blood surround it the color of red wine and the thickness, how i long waited for the sight of my blood dripping down my wrists, waiting for the demon to come out of me, i wait, i bleed, i bleed until i have dropped my last drop of blood, the demon has gone away from me, but i bleed still, do i just sit here and wait for some one to help me, do i like the feeling of the blade inside me, do i like the sight of my blood dripping, then suddenly the sight of the sky violently changed, the sky turned black, the clouds blood red 'cause all of my blood went to the clouds of hell, then it started raining, it was raining my own blood, my scary life, my own little world...........................
now you must get down with the sickness