Hidden Pain

** I wrote this Poem for one of my best friends, Mandy, she's in love but he has no idea, plus he has a girlfriend, it makes me think how lucky I am to have my boyfriend, I hope you enjoy! **

Sitting here I wonder why
Sitting here I start to cry
I try to run but they follow
At least I know someone cares
Oh no, she's asking questions
I don't want to explain
How can I say
How can it be put into words
The fact that my heart is being ripped to shreds
Soon I will have nothing left
He doesn't even know I exist
Yet he still controls my heart
He's tearing me apart
With every smile he draws me closer
I feel as if we are best friends
I need to snap back into reality
Does anyone understand
Understand at all?
Cause it feels as if I'm all alone
I need to get over him
But every time I see him
I want him so much more
I just want to run and never look back
Want to get away from this place
Away from him
What I don't understand is how can he hurt me so badly and not even know,
Not even care
I don't want another tear to fall
Don't want to love him at all.