Day by Day (I have to Stay)

It's a lovely day outside
The sun is shinning bright
It's such a beautiful sight
So why am I locking myself in my room again
Refusing to eat
Unable to Sleep
I'm wasting my life away
Slowly, Day by day
Yet I don't seem to care
I just want to take my last breath of air
But I know I can't
I have to stay here for you
Living in this world of hate
I know dying wouldn't be a mistake
But I can't do that
No, not to you
I smile and I act ok
You never seem to notice my pain
So I guess I'm a good actress
Because inside I'm slowly dying
and at night I can't stop crying
I don't know why
Things have finally gone my way
It's happened gradually day by day
Yet it all seemed so fast
Now all I'm waiting for is something bad to happen
I know I should be trying to enjoy the happiness
Cause slowly day by day
It's all slowly going to fade away
and when it does I'll have to face the pain
Face it for you
Yeah, I got to make it through
Because I am so in love with you
and Because you always stood by me
I'm going to stand by you
I can't give up
I have to make it through
Fight the pain
Like it's just a game
and I'll slice my wrist to help me
then I'll cover up my pain and regret
So I can be strong for you
So your not worried about me
You can't be worried about me
You got so much to go through
You don't need me to make it harder
You got hopes and Dreams
While I got only one,
To be with you
I'm going to help you
Make it to the top
and it'll happen slowly
Day by day
but there's no other way
I'm living for you
Sounds scary but it's true
I love you
We'll make it through
Day by day
Yeah, it has to be that way