I wish I could go back
& Redo what I’ve done
to never have hurt you
& make you the only one
I don’t deserve to be forgiven
I don’t deserve to be alive
but just let me speak
& let me apologize
I’m sorry for being blunt
but I’m just gonna let it out
I can’t let you assume
what it was all about
things were heating up
& the lights went down so dim
another night alone with you
But I wanted to be with him
When I was around you
I could always be myself
I was there with you
but my mind was somewhere else
then when you told me
I called you another name
I looked you in the eye
& I was so ashamed
I’d lie to myself
& Tell me your the one
that I was supposed to be with you
but I knew that I was wrong
I fought it for so long
but I finally caved in
Instead of you
I found myself with him
