Suicidal Tendencies...

I sit, cut and watch my blood run,
in the beginning it was all just for fun.
But so many problems run through my head,
and they won't stop until I'm dead.

The anger doesn't come out until I drink,
during that time I never stop to think.
I don't think about my family and friends,
I don't think about the relationships I must mend.

Some say suicide is the easy way out,
and in my mind I haven't a doubt.
But sometimes it gets too much to take,
and happiness is no longer easy to fake.

Days and nights come and go,
I feel like I'm just putting on a show.
I've had enough and I don't want more,
and with this show there will be no encore.

Copyright MirMir
11/6/04