Why did you leave and not come back?

When i was four you left you didn't care i was like no dare to you, you just left and said you would be back to my surprise it's been ten years and i haven't even heard of you every day and night when i awake and before i go to sleep i pray to see or hear about you i love you so much, but Why?Why? did you leave where did you go?i miss you badly, i need you here i need you near, but why did you disappear? I will search for you till i cant no more, but i wont give up i want to hear your voice at least once that will be enough so please just hear what i have to say I hated you the first two years that you left now i wish you were near at site you were like my dad because mine wasn't really never there I'm willing to forgive you just to spare a moment with you , so please i know , you know that i miss you and today is exactly ten years since you left they tell me your out there ,but i haven't heard of you please come just for a day so i can see you and be able to spend a moment with you ,"WOW thats so cool i just wrote you this poem and i just received your letter saying your sorry and that you will be here in five days"

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