i didn't cut yet today,
i don't think i want to.
i mean, the thought of the blood oozing,
its really tempting and all,
but i will not let the devil overpower me.
that little devil inside of me.
no, not today,
and maybe not tomorrow either,
for tomorrow is a brand new day,
and who knows what pleasures it may bring.
and the day after that i see my best friend,
and Ive come to realize that our friendship can be stronger than the urge,
and that if i really want to,
especially for her,
i can stop.
thank you God that i have her,
what would i have ever done?
and thank you God that i have
Amanda,
to show me the path back from my world of made up lies.
thank you God that i have Jess,
to cheer me up when i am down.
so thank you God,
for all my friends,
who show me who i really am,
and show me who i want to be.
so i don't think ill cut today,
or tomorrow,
or ever,
cause where theres a will...
theres a way...
in the name of the Father,
and the Son,
and the Holy Spirit.
Amen.
****this is to all my friends, i am so sorry for hurting you, and i promise i will try my hardest... i love you guys...****
