End of Me

I wish you could take away my pain,
The pain I live with everyday.
I wish you could mend my heart,
That gets broken in every way.

I wish I could take a breath,
Without thinking it’s my last.
I wish I could love you,
And not think I’m moving to fast.

You mean the world to me,
And as much as I think you care,
I don’t believe you won’t ever leave me,
And that you will always be there.

And yet I sit here and wonder,
What you would say and do,
If I were to just disappear,
And not even leave a clue.

I can’t help but think,
That your life would be better,
Even if you say you love me,
I don’t think it really matters.

What you say and what you do,
Have two different meanings,
If only everyone would understand,
That I do have feelings.